Today I am grateful that I woke up tired and with mouth sores from the chemo.

I am grateful that the glutamine powder I have to take tastes awful.

I am grateful that I didn't have diarrhea yesterday. Or constipation.

I am grateful that one of our customers initiated a claim with paypal that he didn't receive his package without even emailing us first.

I am grateful that Kate is with me to handle all of this.

I am grateful that I am now out another $40 in my income this month.

I am grateful that sales are going slowly this month.

I am grateful that only a few people have renewed right now.

I am grateful that when I got up this morning Jeff was sitting on the loveseat with the DOG petting her and petting her, and yet he hasn't touched me in two days.

I am grateful that I am angry about the lack of physical touch.

I am grateful that I don't know how bad the chemo backlash will be today and tomorrow.

I am grateful to pour this out on the page.

I am grateful that Raj let me feed him this morning.

I am grateful that Raj didn't let me wipe the gunk from his eyes this morning.

I am grateful for Advil PM which helps me to sleep during my worst chemo days.

I am grateful for the uncertainty of life.

I am grateful for having to go thru the crappy stuff to get to the bright side.

I am grateful for my strong, healthy body which has gotten me through SO much.

I am grateful for Dr. B who is helping my body to right itself after the cancer.